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Name: Sabina
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Reading
Birthday: 7/12/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: I cheerlead as a flyer, I like listening to music, and I luv just to be ME! Shout OUTZ to all my boyz and gurlz! Lindsey, Erica, Marissa, Jordan, JJ, Josh (both of em), Jazzlynn, Kendra, Rocky, Melissa, Rosa, Nessa, Amanda, and all my other homies out there.
Expertise: Some of ya'll are madd nasty here so I'ma just say my goal ans be outt! My goal's for life are just to make a lot of friends and keep most, go to college and major in elementary education, and to have a family, oh and I wanna have one loving husband.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Swtlilturtle7
Member Since:
12/29/2004
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Hey everyone how are u's doing. I'm not upset bout yesterday at all. I dont regret commenting on anyones site last night. So yeah, I went to the movies last night the funny part wuz that I wuz the only white girl and I didnt feel different at all, and I had such a good time. We saw "The Excorsism of Emily Rose" It wuz pretty good, it did make me jump and I wuz scared I wuz ganna wake up at three o'clock in the morning (if you saw the movie u know what i'm talkin bout). I kinda wanted to go to Aigne's party cuz I heard lots of people went but I'm not going to take back going to the movies at all. This morning I got woken up by my mom sitting next to me saying my name softly and patting me which only wakes me up when she does it. She told me I had to get up soon to go to the park with her and my sisters. I got up got dressed and stuff and went to the park with them, I ate A LOT there. Then I came home and left to go to the mall so my mom could sit there with the limo stuff at the table and I could go to Burlington with Jess. I wuz so tired and I started to get a head-ace cuz I wuz so tired. Then we came home after I got two small bouncy balls (lol, Marissa and Jordan). Now, I'm just sitting here. Probably ganna go out with Erica later. If anyone wants to do anything call the cell. Adios!
 Sabina
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If you have a problem with my life style, then fine. Not everyone is going to like me for me and thats fine. I do have black, p.r., dominican, gay, and other friends all of different ethnic backrounds and such. I love my friends. Yes, I am proud of being white. I'm also proud of being muslim. I'm also proud of myself for looking past color. I'm proud of myself for having positive thoughts that may offend someone but not to the point where someone will want to fight me or feel so offended that their hurt. I am proud of myself for so many reasons and I dont look down on people who are racist or anything like that. Thats how they were raised its not like they woke up one morning and said I hate gay people. Thats how they were raised, thats the thoughts that was put into there heads. If anything I will pray for them every night. That is almost like a sickness that no one can cure. It will always be there, not matter what anyone says. Its upsetting but you cant really hold onto it. We cant have a perfect world. We just have to look past them and look to those who love us. The things that others have to say, shouldn't really matter. Yes, it can hurt but why stay on it when you dont even care about that person. Only care about the ones that love you, because if they really love you they'll only hurt you maybe once or twice. I would say never but like I said this isnt a perfect world. So to those who had a few choice words to say to me yesterday. I just want to let you know that I will pray for you every night. You cant make people change, but maybe with me praying God will accept you for trying to cause pain into those who have done nothing wrong except took there time to listen to you. The only thought that I have about yesterday is that those comments you sent to me are really just sob stories because you cant open your heart or mind enough to meet some really great people. I will pray for you and I hope your sister or brother marries someone who is black or gay, you need to wake up. The angels will be with you.  | | |
| Well, I did get my voice back from last night, came home drank a lil ginger ale and for some reason it worked. My mom told me to do it and it BURNED at first. This morning I woke up and my voice wuz fully with me except for singing and I guess cuz of all the singing on the bus, and how bad did my voice sound then? lol. Wow it wuz BAD. I started to sound like a man or something. Crazy. Well.... we lost last night, 33-6. It wuz the first game I wuz ever REALLY into. The other cheerleaders had to keep tellin me to turn around to do a cheer cuz I didnt even notice I wuz so into the game. Yeah, and something happend when we were leaving that upset me. But it wuz all better later that night after I got woken up by a phone call. The game in the beginning wuz fun. Lindsey, Kendra, Lizzie, and me running around lookin 4 something, lol. It wuz hilarious. It wasnt funny later when Marissa my darling told me something, lol. 14 days early, lol. Tell me another time, geez like in 14 days, not then, lol. Marissa is ganna be the only one to REALLY get that so others dont even try. So yeah, I guess football is becoming my new thing to be crazy over. I still have my problems though, I cant get rid of them. They're always in my head.
 Sabina
Edit: Look at this lovely convo people.
Swtlilturtle7: U HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME?!?!
punkgirlpow: who the fuck is this
Swtlilturtle7: u left a comment on my site about how my boyfriend can bite the curd
Swtlilturtle7: curb*
punkgirlpow: ya that would be cool
Swtlilturtle7: oh would it, well u need to bite the curb urself and get a life becuz u deserve nothing more
punkgirlpow: ur right i need to get one but yet ur the dumbass that was waiting and right when i got on u fucking jumped onto talking to me
punkgirlpow: U NEED THE FUCKING LIFE
Swtlilturtle7: actually I put u on my buddy list
Swtlilturtle7: yeahI wuz waiting cuz u got something gainst me and ALL my friends then cuz I dont have to many white friends hunny
Swtlilturtle7: and actually my last boyfriend wuz black the one b4 that though wuz a p.r.
punkgirlpow: idk who the fuck u are u left me a comment before i left u one
punkgirlpow: u brought this on urslef
punkgirlpow: self*
Swtlilturtle7: oh no, u see, i left u a comment then a second later one wuz left on mine and i didnt say I had a black boyfriend on ur site so whats ur excuse now?
punkgirlpow: Excuse for what i have a real question 4 u
punkgirlpow: y would u have a fucking nigger bf
punkgirlpow: cause ur fat?
punkgirlpow: casue ur ugly?
punkgirlpow: cause*
Swtlilturtle7: okay. I'm not fat and I'm not ugly. I am happy to be white and I am proud of it. Color doesnt really matter to me though
punkgirlpow: lol wow u say ur not ugly that makes me believe it
punkgirlpow: u go die now
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| I'm so confused, I dunno what to do. I feel like I'm ganna be hurting someone and thats the last thing I ever want to do. Only Stephanie knows what I'm talkin bout but she doesn't even know the people or anything. Wow, I guess this is something I have to figure out for myself but I really dont want to. Guess u cant have ur cake and eat it. That saying really fits into this problem. I just cant wait for my life to be happy and nice again. It kinda is but this is killing me inside more than anyone knows. I am so sorry if someone gets hurt in the end. I really didnt mean to.
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| I feel so shocked, so confused, so hurt. How could something like this happen? I don't like stupid hookers, but I guess u do. I dunno what to do. Its not easy to look beyond.
 Sabina
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| Last night wuz so much fun. We won our first football game! It wuz such a good game. All these people I know started. J got hurt. It wuz kinda funny cuz I knew when it happened cuz he started grabbing his elbow. He kept playing and at half time got it wrapped. I talked to him after the game and he said someone hit him. It wuz sooo funny though. I wuz in a prep with letters to spell Reading and I forgot to put them up when it came up to my turn to put then in the air, lol. The coaches yelled my name and I quickly put them up. I felt retarted, lol. After that I came home at around 10 and talked to my parents and ate. Then I went with my parents to walk half way to meet Jordan cuz we were both bored so he slept over. We went to meet him round 11:30. We sat around then went to bed at like 2. Woke up earlier and Jordan went home.Now I'm just sittin here. I'll put up pictures from when me, my dad, marissa, erica, and jordan went to New York for the day. I'll put up pics. from last night too. Oh yeah we won like 68-8, killed em!!!!
Sabina
Go Knights!
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